Question:

I feel I can never truly share me with my friends. This makes me very unhappy and frustrated to the point of wanting to lash out at my friends rather than to share with them. How does one work with this?

Théun’s Guidance:

LOL! I know this feeling only too well! I have lived with it, in one way or another, for my ENTIRE life! There is SO little of who and what I am, there is SO little of the knowledge I DO have that I can TRULY share with others OPENLY! Instead I find myself SERVING the NEEDS of others, and this is where it stops! LOL! So if I am required to mop the floor, then I mop the floor! When I am required to bring clarity, then I bring clarity! When I am required to answer a question, then I answer the question! But hardly EVER do I EXPRESS more than what I have been ASKED to do! Why? Because people rarely if ever understand that which they cannot call forth. So I have LEARNED to give ONLY what is asked of me because today I KNOW that to give MORE than is asked for or is required, is to expose the other person to a knowledge for which he or she is not YET ready to take RESPONSE-ABILITY!

But all of this has NEVER killed or SILENCED within me my deep and INSATIABLE love for and of Life! True, sometimes the LONGING to have someone with whom to truly SHARE my passion for Life can become overwhelming if I ALLOW it to, but then I CHOOSE to RE-MEMBER that ALL-ONE are we born and ALL-ONE we die, so why the big hullabaloo about THAT which cannot be for now? So I go put on one of my most favourite pieces of music, I turn it up loud and I REVEL in being QUIET with my SELF within me! Alternatively I read one of my most loved pieces of prose or poems, and give thanks inwardly for the BEAUTY the author or the poet enables me to see within ALL of life around me!

You see, my lovely friend, it is INFINITELY more pleasurable to travel ALL-ONE than to feel lonely and hard-done-by! LOL!

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Question:

My greatest fear is that I am incapable of giving love and warmth to another person. In fact I don’t even see myself as being sensitive to other people! All I seem to have in my life is my dogs and my artwork.

Théun’s Answer:

Bullshit! You love your dogs and your artwork, don’t you? So just DROP this insane belief about yourself! We are ALL capable of giving love and warmth, but the question is, do we have ANYONE who really APPRECIATES true love and warmth, or have we surrounded ourselves only by those that DEMAND CONDITIONAL love? My friend, BEFORE we can GIVE true love and warmth we must FIRST be WILLING to lose everything we THINK we hold dear to us! Why? Because MOST people do NOT want, much less appreciate, unconditional love in action, for they find it harsh, unforgiving, ruthless and most of all, UN-COMFORT-ABLE!

My guess is this is WHERE your relationship with your husband is at! Your husband wants a warm, cosy marriage in which there is no friction, no disharmony, no conflict, just sweet dreams, pretty words and a great SHOW and PRETENSE at marital bliss! LOL! Anything else spells for him an UNHAPPY marriage! And your husband is NOT alone in this! If the truth be told, MOST people only ever want the GOOD things in life, and therefore they try their damnedest to ESCAPE from everything that rocks the boat! People, generally speaking, do NOT want to LEARN and GROW! Instead they want EVERY day to be a HOLIDAY! LMAO!

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Question:

Why do people, generally speaking, fail to meet one another?

Théun’s Guidance:

We FIRST need to learn the TRUE meaning of RE-SPECT, not just for others, but also for ourselves, before we can start to MEET, whether on the issue of wine, food, social manners, clothing, etiquette, or whichever FORM we may wish to focus on as a MEDIUM through which to explore and meet! The ONLY reason why people FAIL to meet each other is because of a LACK of RESPECT, and where there is a lack of respect there is FAMILIARITY, meaning ASSUMED understanding based upon prejudice or judgment. And where there is familiarity, there is CONTEMPT, no matter in what FORM this is expressed or manifested!

But contempt, my friend, no matter how cleverly it is concealed or disguised is FELT at SOME level and, as a result, TRUE communication becomes stunted, crippled and ultimately ends up in falseness dressed up to look like lamb! So, yes, we can sit and smile at each other, and we can be NICE to each other, but what about the FEELINGS that are generated because of the UNDELIVERED COMMUNICATION together with the UNSPOKEN COMMUNICATION? What of that? And remember that there IS a difference between “undelivered” versus “unspoken” - undelivered means saying one thing when in fact you MEAN something else - unspoken speaks for itself!

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Question:

Do drugs help psychosis?

Théun’s Answer:

No. Drugs SUPPRESS psychosis, which causes the situation to aggravate. The cure of psychosis lies in helping the person concerned gain conscious control over the movement of the assemblage point - not in suppression!

Question:

Théun, for me one of the worst aspects of psychosis is the abnormal level of fear that sometimes just surfaces spontaneously. How should I tackle this fear when it comes up?

Théun’s Guidance:

The best thing to do when the fear comes up is to play some music. Please play ONLY Bach or Vivaldi when the fear is there. Do not play the music loudly, but at a GENTLE volume. The music of both Bach and Vivaldi is very soothing for the emotions, and also relaxes and cleanses the nervous system. In listening to the music, focus on the music and not on the fear, and allow yourself to FEEL how the music moves through you and around you. As the music begins to build in intensity you will at first feel the tensions rising within you, but stay with the tensions, do not fight them, and then as the music begins to resolve itself you will feel the tension as well as the fear within you also being resolved. It will bring you a sense of peace and well-being.

If the fear comes up when it is not possible to listen to music, then do the Cleansing Breath from the Dreaming Exercise until the fear subsides.

Administrators Note: Due to the fact that only the guidance that was called forth by apprentices is preserved in the Toltec Legacy teaching facility, the record of the results of following the guidance in this set of posts is not stored. However, I know personally that this woman was able to heal her psychosis and become fully functional within her life.

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Question:

Théun, what causes the accelerating process in psychosis? Does a low level of blood sugar have anything to do with this?

Théun’s Answer:

The cause of accelerating psychosis is invariably due to a lack of sleep, for someone with psychosis finds it hard to sleep well. The thing to do is to avoid alcohol, caffeine, chocolate, sugar and fizzy drinks, but eat as MUCH meat as you can stomach! By meat I mean RED meat, most especially pork and beef. You should also drink as much milk as you can, and by this I mean glasses full of milk, not just milk in your tea or with a cereal. You must also eat PLENTY of cream, cheese, butter and FRESH greens, with a LITTLE fruit here and there! Low blood sugar level is NOT due to a LACK of sugar, but rather to too MUCH sugar! Before going to bed at night, you should eat a bowl of cereal with FULL CREAM yoghurt, or with milk ENHANCED with extra cream added in order to correct the blood sugar level.

Apart from diet, the proper administration of herbs is also important. You need herbs that will curb the flow of adrenaline, that will calm the nervous system and allow you to REST because of their soothing effect on the emotions. This will ASSIST in HALTING the acceleration process. Once the acceleration process has been halted you need help in RESTABILISING your perception. What helps greatly in this regard are herbs that restore the chemical imbalances in the body and the nervous system caused by the psychosis and which are factors contributing to the acceleration process.

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*The Assemblage Point is known to those on the warriors path as the point within the energy fields of man where perception is assembled. For the purposes of this set of articles it is only necessary to understand that how one perceives the world is dependent upon the location of this point within a man/woman’s energy fields. When the assemblage point’s position changes, so does the persons perception of the world, much like a dial on a radio. The farther the shift, the greater the difference in perception.

Question:

Théun, I desperately need your guidance. I have been diagnosed as being psychotic, and unless I can control my behaviour I am going to get locked away in an institution. I feel frightened and lost. Can you please help me?

Théun’s Guidance:

I can help you, and I will, but first I will explain to you the diagnosis, and then if you still WANT my help I will explain wherein lies the cure. In doing this I am going to be totally ruthless and FRANK with you, for we do NOT have the time to play silly games here!

Z, technically speaking, what has happened is that your assemblage point has become destabilised. Fortunately for you, you CAN still manage to control the movement of the assemblage point sufficiently well to FORCE yourself back into your NORMAL awareness when you HAVE to. However, as you have discovered and been sharing with Y, your psychosis is accelerating, which is why I say we do not have the time to play silly games.

The first thing you need to know is that a DESTABILISED assemblage point is NOT the same thing as a FLUID assemblage point. A fluid assemblage point means that one can move and shift the assemblage point AT WILL and one can ASSEMBLE the new PERCEPTION also AT WILL. But this is not so when the assemblage point has become destabilised. A destabilised assemblage point means that the assemblage point, given a certain trigger, starts to move ERRATICALLY and WITHOUT the VOLITION of the person concerned. Moving erratically the assemblage point cannot be CONTROLLED and therefore FOCUSED on ASSEMBLING perception in a COHERENT manner, and it is the result of this RANDOM and unfocused perception that the psychologists and psychiatrists term psychosis. Once the psychosis reaches a CRITICAL level one of two things happens; either the person concerned develops a SPLIT personality, or even several personalities, called schizophrenia, or else the person slips into a state of PERMANENT psychosis. What I have learned in the time I have been observing you is that, in your case, unless we cure the psychosis you show every sign of slipping into permanent psychosis and, once again in YOUR case, for not all psychotics are the same, you become violent and hugely destructive when in this state. Not pretty, I agree, for if you WERE to INDULGE in this illness, rather than cure it, you could end up knifing someone! So, yes, my friend, it IS serious!

What is the CAUSE of your psychosis? I have already once before pointed out to you that you have become allergic to life. Why? Because you have experienced MUCH hurt in this lifetime, and what DRIVES your HUGE fear is the fear of REJECTION and ABANDONMENT. In order to COPE with this fear you have UNCONSCIOUSLY been FORCING yourself for your entire lifetime up until now to ESCAPE from life in whatever way you have been able to do so. What this has done, and no doubt the cannabis you used to smoke contributed in this respect, is to slowly but surely destabilise your assemblage point. As this started to happen you started to have “visions” and “other-worldly” experiences which, of course, became for you the much sought-after ESCAPE you were looking for and believed you needed. So without even knowing WHAT you were doing you were making yourself psychotic in an attempt to keep on escaping the hurt you couldn’t cope with, as well as your HUGE fear of rejection and abandonment.

By FAR the biggest PROBLEM in dealing with psychosis is that every now and then during psychosis the person concerned STUMBLES across a GRAIN or PEARL of genuine INSIGHT and TRUTH, just enough to placate the person into believing that he or she is okay after all, and not in fact going crazy! However, when then the “visions” during psychosis are just plain non-sensical rubbish the psychotic will DESPERATELY try to make sense out of this non-sensical alignment of perception by starting to FANTASISE about what has been perceived whilst in this state. The result of such fantasy based upon a non-reality is DELUSION, and all too often, DELUSIONS of GRANDEUR. It is exactly BECAUSE of this problem that I asked IF you still WANT me to help you!

What is the flip-switch for you? You already KNOW what this is, for in one of your emails recently you stated that the “love is becoming dangerous.” So we have a dilemma here, as you can see. On the one hand you feel SAFE here in the Group, and you also know that I ANCHOR you; but on the other hand, the OPENNESS within the Group terrifies you, especially the WARMTH and the FRIENDSHIP, for you have come to associate this with potential hurt, rejection and abandonment. Yet, in having pointed this out, should you WISH to be healed I believe the best place for you to be IS here within the Group. But, YOU, my friend, must decide for yourself! You yourself have degrees in medicine and in psychology, so you should also be quite CLEAR on the state of your mental health.

There is one more thing I should warn you about concerning psychosis. During states of psychosis it becomes relatively easy to IMAGINE in the TRUE sense of the word. By this I mean that you can start to MATERIALISE things simply by ACTING AS IF! In other words, my friend, you can USE the teachings to ENHANCE your psychosis, or to HEAL your psychosis. Also, I would STOP, if I were you, keeping IMAGINING that you are activating the kundulini fire. What you have shared with Y concerning the electricity in your hands, and the heat in your body is DANGEROUS beyond measure! You have already read enough on the effects of this to KNOW that you are in danger of spontaneous combustion! For heaven’s sake just STOP this, Z! The more you FOCUS on this heat and electricity, the more your INTENT is going to MATERIALISE it! So STOP focusing on it, for your OWN good!

Z, if you WANT me, I am here for you! I also want you to KNOW that I DO love you and that I will NOT reject or abandon you unless you FORCE me to do so! I can also HELP you to cure your illness, but YOU are going to have to DO the work! It is utterly IMPOSSIBLE for anyone to heal someone who does not want to be healed, for such a person has already set a NEGATIVE INTENT, and no healer, no matter HOW good, can work against a negative intent.

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Dear Members of the UK & NA Forums,

Looking at the most recent emails, but specifically those from the UK Forum, I feel it is important that I give some overall and general guidance.

The most vociferous one amongst you has been told by more than one member to shut up! LOL! But it is not so much a question of having to shut-up. It is instead a question of taking the time to REFLECT upon and then to ABSORB the guidance given. This is the only way in which we can really learn.

Yet this guidance is for ALL of you! Please take the time to READ properly, without defensiveness, and without always wanting to prove yourselves right, or prove whatever point it is you are wanting to make. As I have pointed out before, what difference does it make who is right and who is wrong? The ONLY important thing is to co-operate intelligently towards uncovering new knowledge, most importantly, about YOURSELVES! With respect to this, look at it like this:

If I know for a fact that I am right, meaning that I know from EXPERIENCE that my knowledge is correct, but someone decides to challenge me on my point of view, because of the fact that our two views stem from differences in knowledge, I would be a fool not to stand firm in my knowledge. But the question is, how to do this?

As a warrior I am ALWAYS willing to be open. Why? Simply because I want to LEARN; I want to gain more personal power. If I am only ever wanting to prove to everyone around me that my knowledge is superior to theirs I will learn nothing new about MYSELF!!! Therefore I LISTEN to the other person with every fibre of my being AND I look at that person in terms of being a MIRROR for me. I can afford to do this and not feel inadequate, or attacked, or defensive, or uncertain, BECAUSE I have enough BELIEF in myself and my knowledge not to be brought off-balance by what the other person is pointing out or saying to me. By doing this I not only listen to the face value of what the other person is trying to say, but I try with everything I’ve got to grasp what lies BEYOND the face value of the words. In this way I can and do hear CLEARLY.

This is not always easy to do, especially not when being criticised or receiving negative feedback. And yet if I am wanting to learn then I HAVE to remain open and defenseless. If, after having listened fully and without all that internal chatter that comes about because of wanting to be defensive, I find that there is value in what the other person has said to me, then I would be an utter fool not to take on board what has been said to me. But if, on the other hand, I find that the other person has nothing of value to offer me I have two options open to me. If that person is of no concern to me I will decide in the moment whether or not there is anything to be gained from pointing out to that person his/her folly. But in doing so there is no need for me to have to prove to that person that I AM right. I will simply state my case and leave it at that. In other words, such a battle is not worth my while to fight.

However, if I care about that person, I will attempt to guide that person towards achieving his/her OWN clarity on the issue at hand, but at the same time taking CARE to express to that person my genuine willingness to co-operate with him/her towards both of us gaining from the interaction. In this respect I will ONLY become firm, or fierce, for that matter, IF it is clear that the other person is NOT wanting to listen, and is only acting in defense of his/her view of the world. But if I am forced to become ruthless I do so only because I genuinely care enough about that person not to allow him/her to keep on indulging in folly that is clearly doing him/her no good. In other words, my ruthlessness is not because I am wanting to prove myself right. My ruthlessness is an attempt to help the other person break out of their view of the world, no matter what it takes. This is the true meaning of unconditional love.

With respect to all of the above, I am sure most of you know the old story of the nine men encountering an elephant in the dark. Each one of these men discover a different part of the elephant’s anatomy and each one describes to the others what it is he feels he has found. Needless to say, all nine of them believe they have found something completely different to what the others have found. Yet none of them realise that they are all merely describing a particular aspect of the ONE elephant. Also, BECAUSE they have felt only one part they never do realise that if all the parts are put together they have an elephant on their hands!!!

Finally, realise that there is absolutely no point in getting guidance but never doing anything with it.

Now I have to address our same friend again! Sorry, Friend, I am NOT singling you out! But you DO love to put yourself in the limelight, don’t you?! LMAO! Now about smoking dope. Yes, I am forever pointing out that the Warrior’s Path is not a path of denial, but by the same token it is a path of self-respect and self-discipline. Therefore if there is something that you enjoy and it does not interfere with your progress upon the Warrior’s Path, then you are free to enjoy it, but without indulging in it. Having a hangover in the morning is most definitely indulging!!! And X is right, inflicting the results of your indulgence upon others is not only being disrespectful to them, but also to yourself.

Nevertheless, if what you enjoy is detrimental to your progress upon the Warrior’s Path, then you must CHOOSE which is more important to you - becoming a warrior, or enjoying your whim? Dope does nothing to enhance clarity and is therefore most definitely not something the warrior uses.

With warm regards,
Théun

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Question:

Théun, I am battling with the hurt I am experiencing as a result of my divorce. This hurt mostly comes from us starting to argue about how we should be splitting up our joint assets, and it is this that hurts me, mostly because I keep on wondering if our marriage meant nothing more than the acquisition of material things. How does one resolve hurt, Théun?

Théun’s Guidance:

My lovely Easterly friend, you are talking and thinking yourself round in circles! You are trying to RESOLVE the hurt instead of STAYING WITH the hurt, allowing it to guide you to a deeper understanding of yourself whereupon it will automatically DISSIPATE, having served its purpose! This is the TRUE meaning of the term “resolve,” that is, the intent to learn! But when it comes to intent, to resolving, the mind is a little less than useless!

The only REAL hurt there is, is when we are brought face to face with our INABILITY to MEET another unit of life with whom we have come very close in being able to truly meet! It is not the money, the houses, the furniture, the kitchens, the children, the dogs and parrots, but that indefinable some-thing else, loosely termed, love! In other words, whilst the mind occupies itself with material things such as houses, earnings, etc., it is the HEART that feels the wrench in the parting of ways, and the subsequent pain of loss - the deep sadness that comes from knowing that we were given a chance, but that somehow we screwed up! Sure it takes two to tango, and therefore it also takes two to screw up, but where there is a genuine openness of heart, or even just the BEGINNINGS of an opening of the heart, the sense of loss is always devastating in that one can always see one’s own role so clearly!

Within the heart there is no blame, no justifications, and if one knows that one has given that relationship one’s ALL, yet still failed, there are no regrets, no remorse, even though the pain of loss STILL cuts to the very core of one’s beingness! Why? Because deep down inside we all KNOW what the purpose of the spirit is, for it pulses through our beingness as surely as does our blood, the life essence! What is that purpose? At-one-ness, inclusiveness! And when we fail in doing OUR part in SUPPORTING that purpose, for whatever reason, our hearts cannot lie by pretending that all is fine, all is okay, but instead speaks the truth, and the truth is always sobering, and often hurts like all hell!

So, rather than getting yourself LOST in the petty world of an overactive and domineering mind, elevate your mind to its RIGHT-FULL place in helping you to think CLEARLY about how BEST you can play YOUR part in supporting the purpose of the spirit, for only in THIS way do you stand any chance at all in fighting your battles concerning relationships IMPECCABLY! These relationships include also your relationship with your business, with crystallized power, and above all, your relationship with THE male, namely, the spirit! Is it a battle we can ever win in the true sense of the word? Not really! The only thing that you and I CAN do is to fight an IMPECCABLE battle towards achieving at-one-ness, inclusiveness, you as a female, I as a male! And hopefully, by co-operating intelligently, we will BOTH gain a better under-standing of how to fight this battle, until one day we wake up from the madness of the dream, the madness being the ILLUSION of SEPARATIVENESS, to KNOW that we do not have to WIN the spirit’s love for us, for we ARE the spirit, irrespective of gender!

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Question:

Théun, I have found the teachings to be immeasurably powerful in my own life. As an example I would like to share about my recent experience with my husband. We have not had a very happy or peaceful marriage for many years now, but whenever I tried to speak to him he would become angry and threaten to leave me. In my fear of being alone I would always back down and take second place.

Anyway, this last time I again decided to confront him, but this time using my knowledge of the teachings to guide me. As usual my husband became very angry and started to pack his bags. A terrible fear of abandonment came over me, but I was determined, and so I started to apply the Stalker’s Rule to the battle at hand.

To cut a long story short, because my husband could see I was not going to give in HE asked if we could sit down and talk things through. I agreed upon the condition that we exercise intelligent co-operation. It was the first time in years that we could really sit down and talk openly to each other, and it left both of us feeling much closer to one another.

Théun’s Answer:

Well done, from the very bottom of my heart! From having been a thoroughly startled and frightened little girl at the first retreat, too scared even to speak up, you have come a long, LONG way, my dear friend! And I am immensely PROUD of you!

I know this has not been easy for you, but I have always seen and believed in your truly wonderful potential! You and V have MUCH in common. Speak to each other!

Keep up the good work, and know that you and your husband are WELL on your way, thanks to YOUR courage, patience, belief, and support!

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Question:

I fought a rather fierce battle against a petty tyrant at work and finally won the battle! The petty tyrant resigned from my place of work and left this week. Yet I feel that I have somehow lost something I cannot put words to. Could you please help me see what I am missing here?

Théun’s Answer:

And you are right! You HAVE lost something. But it is hard to verbalise. Yet I will try, even though I already KNOW that the WORDS will do NO justice to what is essentially the ineffable.

You have lost your petty tyrant. Strange as it may seem, the sense of LOSS in losing a petty tyrant is FAR greater than losing a true friend! A friend is someone one loves and cares for, and vice versa. So plus-minus, give-and-take a little here and there, the relationship with a true friend is a RECIPROCAL relationship and therefore EQUALISED, or BALANCED, if you will! But a petty tyrant is THE greatest ASSET we can ever have, for a petty tyrant FORCES one to achieve heights and strengths which one would otherwise NEVER have been capable of! In other words, whilst a true friend will NOT support one in one’s weaknesses, yet his love is SO very UNCONDITIONAL that the friendship is always, at best AND at worst, COMFORTING! Yet, not so with a petty tyrant. A petty tyrant hones in on one’s weaknesses, and tries to gain the upper hand by acting upon them! A petty tyrant’s approach towards one is thoroughly CONDITIONAL, that is, “Either YOU perish, or I perish, for there is NOT space for BOTH of us!” Furthermore, and MOST importantly, in order to SURVIVE the relentless onslaughts from a petty tyrant one is FORCED into moving the assemblage point to the Point of No Pity, a very SOBERING point at which to be!

But if you are strong enough, then one day it is over because YOU have won! Yet as you are warned in the teachings, there are NO victims in this world, and neither are there victors! There is a PRICE to pay for both losing AND winning! At the end of the day the ONLY thing that matters is WHAT one has learned, and the FACT that life was over all too quickly for both victim and victor alike! A most poignant truth. In the final analysis, how does one EQUALISE a relationship that was a matter of life and death between the two people concerned? How does one say thank-you to the one who tried to annihilate one? How does one PAY the price of having been FORCED by one’s oppressor into claiming one’s power until one could annihilate one’s oppressor? How does one celebrate victory? One can at best REJOICE in one’s good fortune at having found a petty tyrant to teach one what a true friend can NEVER really teach one!

Y, my dear friend, perhaps for the first time in your life you are now in a position to grasp, even if just a little, what Christ meant when he said that there is no law greater than the Law of Love! Something for which I have no words is when I hear people speak of the BAD ones, like for example, a Judas. I am always left speechless, and I have to turn my head away to hide the tears! In order for the Christ message to have been delivered unto humanity Christ HAD to be betrayed by a TRUSTED one! Why this is so is a technicality we do not need to enter into here and now. Suffice it to say that Christ HAD to be betrayed! So, yes, as we have all been taught, BAD old Judas just happened to have been the one to DO the dirty work! But ask yourself these questions, “What is love? Who on that fateful day made the greatest sacrifice - Christ, the Son of God, or Judas who betrayed the Son of God? Whose love for humanity was the greatest - Christ’s, or Judas’? Or did they BOTH pay a terrible price - a price exacted by love?”

In having won against a petty tyrant you are now also required to fill your HEART with love and gratitude for ALL that your petty tyrant did for YOU! This man was destined to TEACH you in this lifetime, and this he has done IMPECCABLY and at a very HIGH cost to himself! How can you not love him with ALL of your heart for this stupendous gift? Look around you, Y, and REJOICE in the priceless gift of being alive! Then within your heart of hearts say deep thanks to your petty tyrant!

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